I thought this time would be different it would be brand new but all that keeps coming out is the old you. Hurt by the games you played I don’t and won’t face that shit again. The fact that it all cut so deep sometimes it was hard to let you near me.
Drifted apart we had time to ourselves but I thought in time it would really help. Instead I’m second guessing like crazy but I love you so deeply feeling like I want to hold on but also I should really let go. Trust is hard when it has once been lost I’m exhausted at the thought it just hurts too much